-BenLim- What Makes A Man A man

The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you

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Goes to school, study, joke, laugh at people, being laugh at, builled by people, bully own classmate, play, argue, But I have never fought.

Saturday, August 30

Bad about Ben

I think that this year Baybeats totally sucks. hahaha The stance was awkward. There were no mosh pits at all unlike last year. The stance was like my school's gallery. 1 step after another after another. I wanna go for Electrico performance today but I doubt I will be able to go as my family is going to celebrate both me and my mum's birthday. D= I have never watch electrico live in concert before. GODDAMMIT.

Maybe I did regret going back to my primary school. I miss those teacher that taught me. If I were to go back, and none of the teachers remember me and that will make me damn Pai Seh. After thinking some of the teacher may not recognize me, maybe I made the RIGHT CHOICE. =D hahaha

Why must men dress up but not suit up? (lame-min-ni)

Thursday, August 28

STRESSFUL! Hmm. Maybe not

4 days of prelims have flew pass. I can't believe I'm still surviving. Even though I'm having my prelims, I still having so much fun playing. Well, at least I studied before I play. Practical was okay. Chinese sucks. English was tricky. Maths 2 was okay and social studies was alright. I spent 15 minutes trying to recall on what I studied. Got a metal-block. Geee

Tuesday, August 26

Mega Huge Spender!!!

Oh my holy shit!! When I was spacing out, I calculated that I have spent more that a $100 in just 3 days! I'm worst than a girl!! This is pure retarded-ness and total madness!!! I must REALLY REALLY REALLY cut down on my daily expenses.

Recap on what I spent on since Saturday:

Saturday:

A McNugget Meal(dumb enough to not buying a student's meal) $5.50
Cold Storage Frozen Pizza(split among 3 people) $3
Gramaphones to buy Augustana and Marie Digly album $16+$20
Ben & Jerry smoothie $10.90
Cineleisure Korean Crusine $5.90

Sunday:


Dinner(!BEST OF ALL!) $5

Monday:

F&N grape $1.20
Mega feast at Chomp-Chomp (Hokkien Mee, Chicken Wing, Pizza) $12
Tennis strings $28

Tuesday:

Nasi Lemak $2
Tennis Grips (Only 3 grips inside! Siao!) $9.70
Ikea HotDog Set $1.70
Ikea Swedish MeatBall(15 meatball) $8.00
EZ-Link Card $20
Tennis strings $28


GRAND TOTAL: $176.90!!!

HOLY MOLLY SHIT! I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE AGAIN!

Saturday, August 23

Craving for something even better

Darn it. I got to blog fast before my mum comes back.

On thursday, we were suppose to get our medal for 3rd placing. I have no idea why they did not award us the medals. I think it was due to the EV thing. But I want my medal before my prelims!!! hahaha But anyway, Prelims are just a few days away, and I'm not really preparing myself for it. Still spending lots of time watching the television and playing games. hahaha Stupid or Retarded? I think both suits me. =D

Cycled yesterday, and got myself a cut in the ankle thanks to this fat GARGANTUAN (see Kenneth, that's the way to use it =D) woman. There's so much space at the bus stop and you had to squeeze the pavement with me. Bitch-Ass FREAK! Didn't know my blood was bright red. I was like "WOAH, MY BLOOD IS RED-HOT!!". Fascinated by small things as usual. haha

To study later at the Macdonald near my house. Got to complete my Principle-Of-Accounts worksheets and My Social Studies! FOCUS GAY FAG,FOCUS!! THERE'S NO TIME TO BUILD SANDCASTLE IN THE AIR!

Just realise something. Patrick's blog is as good as dead. hahaha *opps*

Having a crush is the worst feeling you can ever get.

Wednesday, August 20

To me, Jason Mraz's album suck.. Didn't like like 10 out of 12 songs. Shessshhh.. Wasted $18.95 on one stupid disc.

Mouthed many vulgarities. BITCH!! How on earth am I going stop mouthing them?!!?!?!?!

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Gosh. I love the lyrics

Tuesday, August 19

I'm confused....

Gosh. Bought those 2 albums and it cost me was a bomb. Spent $36 and there my weekly allowance is almost GONE.. Well, I don't support PIRATE stuff. So... No choice. =D

Toddles! =D OMG GAY FAGGG

Monday, August 18

Never thought the life without you

Wham! Today was my English O'level for oral. I dare say I did pretty acceptable. The passage was quite easy. But I got blurred after reading about 3/4 of it and stammered a little.The picture was pretty okayy.. The conversation was crap. For the first question it was okay. But for the subsequent question, it suck.

1st question: What subject do you like the most.
2nd question: Does your school life prepare you for your future?
3rd question: What would you do if you are able to re-design your time-table

I was totally speechless for the 2nd question. I was stunned. But nevertheless, I talk crap. =D heheheh

After the oral, I went straight for the Inter-house Futsal. My team did pretty well. Went through the qualifying round quite easily. The group table was easy for us. Won all 3. When it came to the semi-final. We drew. We could have gotten 2nd if I didn't let in the goal by Shaun Ho's tonjo. His tonjo went like this. Firstly, the ball was going towards my right so I went right. AND SUDDENLY, it curve and went to my left! I was mixed in a sea of emotions. Stunned, Shocked and Wow-ed. Thanks to that penalty, we lost and were fighting for the 3rd and 4th placing.

This time, we drew 1-1. I accidentally conceded a goal as I was distracted by arguing with VICKASH that the guy hand-ball-ed. Goshh. What a stupid mistake. Luckily I saved all the penalty shootout. And BangHur whack a real hard ball at the opposing keeper. For that, he scored a winning penalty. And so, we got 3rd. =DD

At least we got a bronze. Hahahaha WELL DONE TEAM!

Thursday, August 14

I just didn't have the guts of loving you

Had a flashback and what came into my mind was Farrer Park. Gosh. I didn't know how much I missed farrer after viewing all my photos back than. boohooo ))=

Montfort had officially declared a half-day for both Wednesday and Thursday due to Montfort being a champion in some stuff. Not really sure what is the story behind the half-day.

So on Wednesday, went to catch Money No Enough 2. It was a pretty good show. Shaun ALMOST cried. Me?? Emotionless. I must be strong so that I can support the ___ of my dreams. (don't make wild guesses)

As for today,went to POA tuition at 1. But before having the tuition, had a short trip to 7-11 and spent $8.90 on this EPL magazine. Didn't know what was on my mind back than. Finish tuition at 3, went home and went out again to cycle. Called JitRen and surprisingly he was able to make it. =D I was mixed with a Stunned, Shocked, Happy emotion. Manage to LEAP on my bike finally! WOOHOOOO. JitRen showed me how, I followed closely and tried. And I did it! But I broke my pedals. Anywaysssss, it was worth it. I have finally learn how to leap up and down! All kneel down upon the greatest ass-hole. Ben! hahaha kidding..

Gosh. my freaking left arm is totally killing me. I can't even drink my water from my bottle properly. Tsk.

My resolution for this year onwards. I will try to stop being so vulgar. Cheeessseeee!

Saturday, August 9

The last and final day

Today was the last and final day of the funeral. I think I have slept less than 24 hours during the stay at the wake. I'm seriously very tired. During the funeral, there was plenty of prayer. And my aunt invite this REALLY high rank monk to make some prayer. It cost about 10k just for 1 night. Gosh..

My other aunt was really irritating. She was like some dog. Maybe worst. She kept sticking around with all the children(including me)for god knows what. Can't stand it. As for now, I dislike her even more than before.

Yesterday was a 3 in 1 celebration. A combination of Youth Day, Racial Harmony Day and National day. That was gay. But nevertheless, it was kinda a waste of time. Well, My class had ice-war against the class opposite us and below us. And I was innocent, I didn't throw any ice. *ANGEL*

All I'm thinking now is that, once I reach home, I will have an awesome-mic sleep. =D And how nice to have a National Day celebration when it's raining.

Tuesday, August 5

Another shocking news.

My great grandmother just passed away this morning. She was about 102 years old. Just yesterday, I was telling someone about how fit she was being a 102 year old lady. She was still able to walk and smile.

May god give her a better life in heaven. I'm not really sure what was the cause of her death. But all I know is that she spent the last few minutes of her life being happy. This year, I have no idea whats happening to me and my family. I have known of 3 deaths, my grandfather, my great grandmother and the canteen operator in my school. Well, one thing I'm sure is that they are enjoying themselves in a much better place call heaven.

O levels are arriving in approximately 73 days. I have yet to study and shall stop procrastinating any further. I must start revision now before it's too late.

Friday, August 1

Slacking way too much

On monday, Alif, BangHur, JitRen, KimLai, Kamal, Matthew, Nawas and I went to watch Brazil versus Singapore match. The environment was crazy!! Everyone was cheering like theres no tomorrow! Tam-ba-la was being played. Just went the Brazil team steps onto the field, Everyone was screaming at the top of their lungs! Ronaldino was the first to appear.(that's the only thing that is a must to remember)

The Brazilians passes was simply fantastic! I'm really speechless about it. It very accurate with a lot of precision. Gosh.. First goal scored, Everyone went wild. When Ronaldino scored the second goal, everyone went mad. And when Joe scored the last and final goal, everyone went berserk! The best part was that, the Brazilians celebrated in front of us. But some idiots behind, was super annoying. They keep shouting the keys to press for their psp. For example, CIRCLE CIRCLE CIRCLE.. NO NO NO TRIANGLE TRIANGLE TRIANGLE. SQUARE NOW SQUARE NOW SQUARE NOW!! They were shouting throughout the match.. Annoying freaks.

After the match, Alif, Kamal, KimLai, Nawas and I, They went to KFC opposite the netball court. But since there was too many people queuing up, I decided to go home. Damn $15 for that ticket was really really worth it. =D

Well I'm uploading all the pictures to my xanga. If you want the actual picture which are not shrunk, Just leave me a message. =D